The following is from a lecture I attended in Jerusalem. On this, the day before Yom Kippur, I can think of nothing more appropriate for our times than the following.
Despite
the hair-raising stories that one hears about in our day, nothing seems to
match the abyss of immorality recorded in a famous teshuva written by the Noda
B’Yehuda (vol. I chapter 35). Rav Yechezkel Landau responds to a Rav of his day. He wanted to know the proper plan of action for one who had commited adultery
with someone else’s wife on a regular basis over a period of three years.
The
sin of adultery carries capital punishment in Torah law, and one is obligated
to give up his life in order to refrain from committing adultery even one time.
The Rav wanted to know two things: Is the adulterer obligated to inform the
husband that his wife was unfaithful, since she is subsequently forbidden to
live with her husband after having been unfaithful, and how should one go about
doing teshuva for such a monumental sin.
What
makes this responsum even more astounding however is how this sinner is
depicted. We are not told that he is simply a low-life, not serving G-d
properly in any way, shape, or form. Rather, on the contrary, the sinner at
hand is someone who is completely and totally devoted to Torah study. The Noda
B’Yehuda describes him as “having incredible dedication to learning Torah day
and night, never involving himself in idle chatter, and never sleeping at night
in bed”.
Upon looking at these words of the Noda B’Yehuda one is astounded –
how could someone so completely devoted to Torah study have lowered himself to
such immorality? Presumably such a person should be of high moral stature. The
answer to this question is the words of Chazal “Ein Apotropus L’Arayus”;
everyone is vulnerable to the seductive lure of immorality without exception, despite
the severity of transgression.
Two
great lessons can be taken from this teshuva. Firstly, in today’s day and age
infinite forms of immorality are available at much greater
ease than they were in the days of the Noda B’Yehuda.
In order for one to remain righteous one must not be at ease and say to himself that he is of high moral character and not susceptible to sin – we see from this teshuva of the Noda B‘Yehuda that even one fully devoted to Torah study can be ensnared by the lures of immorality and be lowered to great depths, even in his day where immorality was much less accessible. Even the Talmid Chacham must take the initiative and be proactive, finding ways to protect himself from sin in and prevail over his evil inclination.
In order for one to remain righteous one must not be at ease and say to himself that he is of high moral character and not susceptible to sin – we see from this teshuva of the Noda B‘Yehuda that even one fully devoted to Torah study can be ensnared by the lures of immorality and be lowered to great depths, even in his day where immorality was much less accessible. Even the Talmid Chacham must take the initiative and be proactive, finding ways to protect himself from sin in and prevail over his evil inclination.
Secondly,
the Noda B’Yehuda does not degrade the Torah learning of this individual who
has lowered himself to great depths. On the contrary – he writes that he should
indeed intensify his Torah learning as a major part of his teshuva process. We
can take from this that even when one has involved in unfathomable
transgression, his neshama is still receptive to the powerful atoning effects
of intense Torah study.
G'mar Chasima Tova